I was away this last weekend for my uni graduation. I studied externally through a uni in Toowoomba which meant a small amount of travel time to my graduation. I didn’t want to be stressed driving up the day of or tired driving home that night, so I booked a small place for my family to stay the night before and after. As much as the graduation was amazing, it was also fun to go away for a weekend. Some of our oldest family friends now live in Toowoomba and so we planned to have breakfast with them before we headed back home. They picked the cafe, a cute little place heading up the range in Highfields.
I was riding shotgun as we drove up the hill and to be honest I was a little bit freaked out. Ahead in the distance, was a pretty thick covering of fog. We don’t get a lot of fog in Brisbane and so I am extremely unaccustomed to driving in it. I kept my feelings hidden as I didn’t want to freak out my younger sister who was driving. She turned on her lights and we climbed higher and got closer and closer to the fog.
The longer we were on the road the more I became aware of the fact that we didn’t know where we were going. How would we see the turns in the road? Would we miss the turn off? Would we completely drive off the road and down the range, hurtling to our death? Fog is freaky enough but if there had have been fog on my way home from work, it wouldn’t have been so bad. I know those roads well. I know it all sounds pretty dramatic, but for a fog rookie – it can be pretty daunting.
As we climbed I kept expecting us to ‘hit’ the fog and be surrounded by it but we drove and drove and it never happened. All of a sudden I realised that we were actually IN the fog. That as much as it looked thick and overwhelming, as soon as we entered the fog, it practically disappeared.
Have you ever found yourself crazy anxious about something in the future.. but that when it actually happened, when you were actually in the midst of it, it wasn’t as bad as it first seemed.
I know I felt like this as soon as I finished uni. I felt somewhat anxious because the future was unknown and all I could see was fog & a winding road ahead. Yes I knew my stuff and had my degree, just like I know how to drive and I have a licence BUT what did the road look like? Did I need to break for an upcoming turn? Would my visibility be so impaired that I’d drove myself off the road?
The future is a lot like driving I’ve realised. Sometimes life is like a long stretch of road. You can see what’s ahead and while it can be boring or require a lot of preserving, you take comfort in knowing what’s ahead. Sometimes life has bends and sharp turns that you weren’t prepared for. Sometimes life is a little like a 4 wheel drive off-road adventure, where you purposefully detour off the safety of the road. It’s crazy and just plain FUN.
And sometimes, life is like that winding hill headed towards the fog. Fog is a weird thing. It is both incredibly freaky and incredibly beautiful. I often see it in creepy movies but I also see it in beautiful scenic photographs. Just like the fog, the future can be both scary and beautiful.
Don’t fear the fog. You’ve got both the skills and the experience to navigate it. Turn your headlights on, take it slow. Don’t be worried about the future and being thrown into darkness, you might find yourself kilometres into the fog without even realising it.